Khushi leaned back against the high-backed chair in the
restroom, where she sat waiting for Payal to open the cubicle she had locked
herself in, from the past fifteen minutes; she could hear the soft sobs and her
heart went out to the girl inside
She straightened up as she heard the sob’s subside and a few
minutes later, payal walked out, sniffing and dabbing her reddened eyes with a
piece of tissue. Khushi got up and walked to her as she watched her splash some
water on her face, the expertly applied make-up, running down her soft cheeks
as she vigorously rubbed at it with trembling hands
“Stop…wait…”
Khushi said as she ran some water over the soft napkins kept on the counter and
gently pulled payal’s face towards her. She slowly wiped the mascara blotches
and cleaned her face as payal’s gorgeous eyes once again filled up with more
tears
“Don’t cry Payal…”
Khushi said softly as Payal turned her face away and held the wash basin
tightly “I’ll do whatever I want…and I
don’t need anyone’s help or sympathy…” she said in a hoarse voice as Khushi
sighed and threw the napkin in the bin before leaning sideways against the counter
“I know you don’t want
my help, I’m probably the last person you would want to see right now, but what
I’m feeling towards you right now is empathy, not sympathy Payal…” Khushi
said as Payal suddenly looked up, her hurt eyes guarded as she schooled her
features “You don’t know how I feel right
now Khushi…so please, just let me be” Payal said as Khushi placed her hands
on Payal’s shoulders and turned her around gently
“Listen to me Payal
and stop being so difficult…you may think that I don’t know how you feel right
now, so let me clear your misunderstanding” she said as Payal continued to
look at her “You feel betrayed, hurt and foolish…you
feel like you probably won’t be able to trust anyone anymore…not your friends,
family and probably not even yourself…you feel like the world has just fallen
apart in front of you and you cannot do anything about it but just see it
crumble and vanish…am I right?” Khushi asked payal who nodded slowly and
relaxed under Khushi’s watchful gaze
“I know how you feel
Payal…I felt the same, only in my case it was because of my father…I loved him
Payal, more than anything! But he betrayed me, broke mine and my mother’s
trust…and turned our world upside down” Khushi said as Payal hung her head
and closed her eyes “I’m sorry Khushi, I
know you’re only trying to help me…. but I don’t know what to do anymore…I’m
completely clueless” she said as Khushi sighed and led her to the settee
“Payal, what Akash did
to you was wrong; he should not have hidden his identity from you…but trust me
when I say this Payal…I saw the regret and guilt in his eyes, and I also saw
the love he has for you” she said as Payal looked up in surprise and
disbelief
“How can you say this
Khushi? Do you have any idea how many lies he must have conjured up…how can you
take his side?” she asked her as Khushi shook her head “No Payal…I am not taking his side, but what I’m urging you to do is to
keep everything aside and ask yourself…were his feelings for you true? Can you
maybe just hear him out once? What he did was rotten payal, but if you really
did love him, ask him…question him why he did all this…don’t give up on your
love so soon” Khushi said as Payal leaned back with blank eyes
“I don’t think I can
Khushi….I am a very practical person and till today I thought I was not ruled
by my emotions…but it looks like I am…if I give him another chance, he might
once again play with my heart and I am not that strong Khushi…I act like it,
but I’m not” she said as she door opened up and a worried Garima walked in
starling Khushi and Payal
“Payal…” Garima
said as she came and sat beside her…she kept her arm over she shoulder and
pulled her closer to comfort her….Khushi was surprised that Payal did not
resist and lay her head on Garima’s shoulder as her mother gently stroked her
hair “It will be ok beta…we are all there
for you” she said as Payal once again started sobbing while Garima wiped
her eyes
“Why don’t you stay
with us today Payal? Once the wedding is over, we can go” Khushi said as
Garima agreed “Yes beta, you’ll come home
with me and Khushi ok…the wedding is nearly over now” Garima said as Payal
raised her head and looked at the two women
“No, I’ll be fine…I’m
keeping you away from the wedding, please I’ll go home with papa…you both
should get back to the wedding” she said as Garima shook her head “No Payal…we really care about you and I
insist you stay with us tonight” Garima said in a final voice
“Khushi, you should go
to the mandap now…there are a few last rituals left where you are required…I’ll
bring payal out in a few minutes and then we can all go home together”
Garima said as Khushi nodded and squeezed payal’s hand once before getting up
to go
“Oh Khushi, Arnav
left…he said he will call you later” she said as Khushi looked once at
Payal who had her eyes closed and then left to get back to the wedding…she knew
that her mother will take good care of Payal…but it felt weird to see the easy
bond that had formed between her mother and payal…she felt almost jealous…but
then she knew that sooner or later, she will have to share her mother with two
more…and God only knows how much Garima needed more kids to fuss over…she
thought with a smile
Khushi watched as the bridal party moved out of the huge
hall and into the outside area, where a spectacular bedecked Bentley was
waiting to take the bride and groom home…she felt herself tear up as she saw Mihika
do the last ritual and hug her parents before leaving with her new family
She smiled and hugged Mihika as Akhil stood grinning behind
her “Akhil, you better take good care of
my Bhabhi…otherwise I won’t be the supportive sister anymore!” Khushi chided
him as everyone around them laughed
Her aunt came and side hugged her while whispering in her
ears “What’s wrong with rimmy? She seems
sad…tell her it’s the bride’s side that cries…not the grooms” she said as
Khushi smiled “No, she’s fine…probably a
bit tired” Khushi assured her aunt as she saw the new couple taking
blessings from her mother and grand mother
Her aunt seemed to buy her answer, but still looked a bit
skeptical as she saw her sister looking very worn out; she saw Mr Dinkaran and
his daughter who seemed very tensed since the past hour or so, sitting in the
corner talking as the rest of the wedding took place
She knew something had happened, but did not know how to
connect it with her sister…though she was very sure of one thing…There was something
going on between Dinkaran and her sister, and as soon as the post-wedding
things are over, she had to have a heart to heart with her sister about it
“What are you
thinking? Should we get going?” Sanjay asked her as he caught her lightly
by her arm, she smiled as she turned towards her and saw everyone waiting by
the car “Uh, yes…lets go” she said as
she walked towards her sister
“Rimmy…you all should
also get going, we are all headed home now…thank you so much to you and Khushi
for handling all this so wonderfully…don’t know what I would have done without
you both” she said as Garima hugged her sister “What are sister’s for huh?...have fun being a tyrant of a sasuma
(mother-in-law)” she teased as everyone left the venue
The last thing Tripti saw before getting in the car was
Garima placing a hand on Shashi’s shoulder and taking Payal with her in her
car….
“Bhai..please…can you
call Khushi and ask her if everything is ok? Payal has switched off her phone
and I really don’t know how to contact her…do you have their land line number?”
Akash asked as he barged into Arnav’s room
“Akash…go to your
room…. as it is, you have messed up big time with Payal…don’t even think of
taking to her till you don’t work on how to sort everything out” Arnav said
as she glanced at the clock in his room…it was 4 am and the wedding must be
over by now
“I don’t know what to
do bhai…how do I make everything ok? I really love payal…I can’t live without
her…” he said with a defeated voice as he sat dejectedly by arnav’s bed on
the floor as Arnav slid off it and sat on the edge
He placed his hand on Akash’s shoulder as his brother looked
up with reddened eyes “I love her
bhai…and she hates me…I know I probably deserve her hate, but I can’t live like
this…it hurts too much” he said as Arnav took his comforting hand away and
toughened his stance
“It hurts does it? And
how do you think Payal felt when you hurt her? Akash…you are not a child
anymore…the most vital thing in any relationship is trust…more than love,
having your partner’s trust is important…and when you lose that, its very
difficult to mend it” he said as Akash looked away
“I know bhai…but I did
not do it on purpose…it started out as a dare and then I did not realize when I
fell in love with her…I tried many times to tell her, to explain to her…but
somehow it never came up….I was also going to bring her here and introduce her
to you and dadu…but before that only…” his voice faded away as Arnav got up
and checked his phone
He had asked Khushi to text him once she got back home, but
till now there was no text…he contemplated calling her but thought she must
have slept after the tiring ceremony
“Bhai…please call
Khushi once…. only ask her if Payal is ok….that’s all I want to know, please”
Akash asked once more as Arnav sighed and dialed Khushi’s number…he waited for
it to connect but was surprised when it rang and was cut off after a few
rings…he dialed again and once again she cut it off
“What’s wrong? She’s
not picking up?” Akash asked him as Arnav looked at his phone screen and
wondered why Khushi was cutting off his calls “I’m not sure….” He said and was going to call once again but got a
text from Khushi, which he opened quickly
‘Can’t talk…Payal with me in my room…she’s fine. Lets talk tomo’
“Payal is with Khushi
in her room, and she is fine…” Arnav said as Akash got up “Please ask her if I can speak to her
bhai…just to ask her if she..” Akash started saying when Arnav threw his
phone on his bed and grabbed his brother by his shoulders “Akash! Which part of, leave her
alone for now do you not understand? This is not the right time to try and
speak to her…let me speak to Khushi tomorrow and then see how the situation is”
he said as Akash nodded and turned to leave with his head down
Arnav sighed and closed his eyes as he saw his brother’s
dejected state “Akash…do you want to
sleep here today?” he asked him as Akash stopped and turned around “Can I?” he asked him as Arnav picked up
a pillow from the bed and tossed it to him “You
can take the couch or recliner…” he said as Akash looked on in confusion
“But you’re bed is
huge” he said eyeing Arnav’s massive four poster bed “Yes it is, but I will not be sharing it with you…. sleep on the couch
and work on how you will right your wrong…tomorrow I want to know how you plan
on wooing Payal back, but remember one thing…even though I’m your brother, I
will only support you as far as getting your side of the story to her is
concerned…rest is all on you” he said as he replied a quick ‘ok…love
you’ to Khushi before plonking on his bed
He switched off the bedside lamp and saw Akash getting ready
to lie on the couch as he closed his eyes and wondered aloud “Siblings…. you can’t really choose them,
can you!” he thought as he fell into a deep slumber, leaving his brother in
a dilemma of how to woo his love back…


