Winds
of change...thats what Khushi felt as she looked at her mother who
was waiting expectantly for her daughter's response to her news, at
this point she could not fathom if it would be positive or negative
but she hoped for some response instead of the stunned way in which
she kept staring at the slim tan line on Garima's ring finger that
was left when she had finally rid herself of arun mehra's
ring....recently.
She
took a deep breath before she pulled her hand away from her mothers
and got up to stand looking outside the window...the calm noon breeze
was calm and inviting, as the tall coconut trees swayed in its wake...the sunny day seemed to have gotten brighter as khushi's thoughts returned to what she was feeling right now....because though she felt like she was in two minds about her mother's new relationship...somehow it made her happy...strange
“Mumma...”
she croaked as Garima got up and came to stand next to Khushi.... “I
just want to ask you one thing..” she said as she turned towards
her mother with a calm face while her heart ran at an erratic speed
“Does he make you happy?” khushi asked Garima who looked
flustered before a sudden rush of heat infused her cheeks giving them
a rosy tinge that was missing since many many years
Khushi
got her answer...she smiled at her mother who was looking anywhere
but at her daughter as she contemplated how to answer this
question....how does a mother tell her adult daughter that she is in
a new relationship with some man....that when its the time to look for
a groom for her daughter and think about settling her life, she is instead
busy making her own fairytale...how does one do that?
“Babu...i'm
sorry...I don't know how this happened...” Garima said as he eyes
once again filled up but khushi's sudden giggle made her looked up
sharply at her daughter “Mumma...why are you sorry? What are you
sorry for?” she asked her as Garima shook her head “This isn't
right khushi...I know...when I need to think about your marriage,
i'm..” she said as khushi placed her hands on her mothers shoulders
and made her sit back on the chair
“Mumma...please
leave all that aside...All I want to know is if you are happy? You
deserve to have all the love in the world mom...you gave up too much
for Mr Mehra...and if life has given you another chance in the form
of Shashi Dinkaran...then there is no one happier than me” Khushi
said genuinely as her mother's shoulders sagged...as if the biggest
weight has been lifted off her
“Oh
Khushi...he really does make me happy....he is a wonderful man and an
even better father....Its too soon to say it, but I think I care
about him a lot...i like him a lot...maybe even love him actually”
Garima said with a faint smile, finally accepting the truth that she
had kept hidden within her heart...she smiled shyly as khushi raised
her chin and spoke in a soft voice “Then if you need my blessings
Ms Garima Gupta....you have them” khushi said as she leaned forward
and hugged her mother
“But,
even though you are sure of your feelings for him...has he said
anything from his side?” khushi asked her as Garima shook her head
“He has, but not in so many words...I too haven't accepted him
fully...My last relationship has left me vary and nervous to form any
new ones...but with Shashi I feel like it was meant to be.....we
still have a lot of things to tackle...our family, his family....I
don't know how Payal and Ritwik will take this news...and your nani?
Now i'm really scared” Garima said as Khushi groaned
“Dammit...I'll
have to be civil to that brat now” Khushi said as Garima looked on
confused “Nothing mumma...nothing to worry your pretty little head
about...and don't worry about nani...i'm sure she will support your decision” Khushi said as Garima placed her palm on Khushi's cheek
“Baby...you are not just accepting this because you feel you have
to right? You are happy about this na?” Garima asked khushi as
she nodded
“Yes
mumma...I'm really am happy for you...you need someone who will love
and cherish you for who you are...I just hope that Shashi will not
disappoint” Khushi said as a fear for her mothers soft heart
enveloped within her as she made a mental note to check up on Shashi throughly,
though he seemed like a genuinely good man.
“He
won't khuhsi...I just know....when you love someone, when you accept
your feelings for them, you accept them as a whole...I was very naive
when Arun came in my life...he promised me the stars and I went with
him, but now I know for sure that Shashi is the one for me...we have
both been through a lot in life...and this is what makes us
understand each other so well..” she said as Khushi's thoughts got
stuck on the first line her mother said...'When you love someone'..
“Khushi?”
Garimas voice broke khushi's thoughts as she looked at her mother
staring at her “What happened?” she asked her as Khushi bit her
lip “Mumma...how do you know that you love someone? What makes you
so sure about Shashi?” Khushi asked her mother who had a knowing
look on her face
“Love
is something you can't explain babu...its when you can't seem to live
without being with him, without talking to him....without seeing him
at least once...its much much beyond the physical need, its an
emotional and spiritual need...where their presence brings in a calm
like nothing else can...when your any and every decision is taken
with their thoughts in your mind...when breathing becomes difficult
with the thought of not ever being with them...that for me is
love...when there is no you and me...there is only us” Garima said
as khushi absorbed her mothers words...her own heart agreeing to each
and every word she spoke...her heart accepting that unknown feeling
she always tried to ignore
“Again
you are lost! What is it Khushi? Is something bothering you?”
Garima asked, hopeful that khushi might tell her about her and
Arnav...but she knew her daughter, she won't say anything till she is
not very sure about it... “No mumma...just asking...in general”
khushi said as Garima nodded and let it go...she knew that sooner or
later she will tell her...she just hoped that things work out between
them...she liked Arnav and knew he wasn't the sort of person to play
with Khushi....she just hoped her stubborn daughter realized her
feelings soon.
“Mumma...why
were you so worried about Monica then? Why would it matter what
Monica thinks?” Khushi said coming back to their earlier topic of
discussion...she looked on as her mother suddenly stilled and her
rosy cheeks lost some color “Khushi...what if she drags Shashi into
all this? The reason we kept our relationship a secret was to avoid
any unwanted attention to Shashi and his family...you know how the
media is...what if she spins another tale out of this” Garima asked
as Khushi placed her hands once again on Garima's knee
“She
won't mumma...and what tale can she spin? You have been divorced
since a really long time...you have the full freedom to date or marry
whoever you want....and you met Shashi after dad's death...it has
nothing to do with the case...and even if she says anything, I'll
make sure that it won't affect Shashi and his family in any way ok? I
mean, even Arnav and I have not..” Khushi started saying when
Garima's gaze turned sharp at his mention
“Arnav
and you?” Garima asked as khushi quickly bit her tongue...she was
going to blurt out about arnav and her keeping their relationship
secret because of the same reason... “I meant, even Arnav and
me...we both have tried to keep our personal lives away from the
case...it shouldn't matter as long as it does not have a direct link
with the murder case” Khushi said as she covered up her lines
She
bent down and kissed her mother on her forehead “Don't worry
mumma...everything will be ok...you just be happy...but yes, you need
to tell nani about you and Shashi...and Shashi too needs to tell his
kids...I will advice you to not get into this deeper till he too
accepts his feelings for you...along with the approval of his
kids...we don't want him backing off later saying that his kids are
not happy about it...promise me you'll insist on him to tell them”
she said as Garima nodded and smiled
Khushi
got up as she looked at the time on her watch “Shoot! It's one
already...I'm late for lunch...I better get going” she said as
Garima nodded “You are coming home today right? Or do you have any
more tele-conferences?” Garima asked to judge her daughter's
features...she smiled inwardly as khushi blushed furiously “Huh?
ah...no...I'll be back in the evening..” she said as Garima nodded
and smiled as khushi bid her a quick goodbye and left
She
greeted Laxamma on the way and raised her eyes at the cups of tea she
was bringing in now.... “You two seemed busy talking...so I did not
disturb” the old wise woman said as khushi smiled and shook her
head....she walked out of her house where Aman was waiting for her in
the foyer....she gave him a bright smile that kind of shocked Aman a
little bit as he followed her out..
She
was indeed very happy for her mother...but there was a small worry
about Mr Dinkaran's intentions which would only go away once she
spoke to him...they got into Arnav's car that his driver had pulled
into the driveway and khushi relaxed into the plush leather seat at
the back while Aman sat in the front with the driver
As
they drove out of the huge gates, her gaze fell on a couple that was
standing outside with huge haversacks on their backs...as the car
pulled away she saw their faces and their entwined hands...she smiled
as she wondered if God was busy making new couples up there...she
rolled her eyes as Payal leaned in and kissed the guy on his
cheek...who waved at her before hailing an auto...his face very
familiar for some reason.
..............................
“Don't
worry so much dadaji...he's just a kid...let him enjoy life” Arnav
said into the phone as Lavanya flitted around with one file after the
other...she kept opening them to show something to arnav who either
nodded or shook his head....he was having a tough time finalizing the
new samples and the crazy quotation they were getting from their
usual vendors, and on top of that his grandfather had called him
complaining about Akash because he had not called even once from his
camping trip
He
nodded as his grandfather kept on ranting about how Akash is
irresponsible and a total 'Lafanga' who hangs out with his other
'Lafange friends' and is bound to ruin his life if he continues like
this...Arnav sighed as he pressed his thumb on his forehead while
Lavanya tried her best to get him to look at the new files...'Where
the hell was Khushi!' he thought as he assured his grandfather
that he will talk to Akash and bring him on track
“What
did Akash do now?” he felt her presence before he heard her voice
making him do an about turn to come face to face with Khushi....he
pointed to his phone as he nodded while khushi gave him an amused
look and said a quick hello to Lavanya who seemed like she had no
idea what to do at that point except flee
“Dadaji,
i'll call you later ok...you just relax and leave the lecturing to
me” he said before swiftly ending his call, he looked around to
find Lavanya make her way slowly out the office before clicking the
door closed...'clever
girl' Arnav thought
as he smiled and walked towards Khushi before pulling her into a much
needed hug...his headache had lessened just at the sight of her “I
missed you” he said huskily in her hair as she giggled and pulled
out of their hug
“Arnav!
I have just been gone for 4 hours...how can you miss me?” she asked
him as he gave her a lopsided grin and pointed towards his table, now
cluttered with the samplings.... “I missed you when I did all the
work of short-listing those” he said as Khushi's eyes travelled to
the desk..she huffed as she turned away from him and walked towards
the sorted files “Off course...that's why you missed me” she said
in an annoyed voice as Arnav chuckled
“God!
Its soo easy to rile you Miss Gupta” he said in a flirty tone as he
came and stood behind her, his arms automatically going to her waist,
pulling her pliant body into his but khushi pushed him away before
the urge to melt into him got the better of her “Don't you Miss
Gupta me...and yes, it is easy to rile me...especially when...” she
started saying when she stopped herself in time and went back to
seeing the files laid on the table
“Khushi?”
Arnav asked in a slightly louder voice as he held her elbow and
turned her around to face him “What happened? Everything ok?” he
asked her as she tried to change the topic and shrugged her shoulders
“I'm just a bit on the edge....because of the psycho who's behind
me...and all the other stuff that is happening around me...” she
said as Arnav did not buy her reason...he suddenly remembered why she
had gone home and wondered if everything was ok with her mother
“Is
your mother ok? Why did she call you home?” he asked her as Khushi
looked away from him...she wasn't sure if she should tell him about
her mother and Shashi as yet...it would be better to keep it a secret
till her nani knew.... “Nothing...she was just worried about the
case...that's all” she said with a small quick smile as she once
again looked away from him
“Khushi....I
know you are not telling me something...and its ok...you don't have
to tell me anything right now...but remember that whenever you want
to, i'm here” he said as she felt her eyes fill up with
tears....she was such an emotional wreck now a days...the Khushi
Gupta who hardly shred a tear since her adulthood was now a leaking
tap... “Hey...hey...baby...what's wrong?” Arnav asked her as he
made her sit and poured her a glass of water
She
sniffed as she wiped her tears and drank the water gratefully....she
kept the glass on the table and stood up to hug arnav again “I'm
sorry Arnav...its not that I don't want to tell you...but its not
something I can talk about till...well....till mumma herself wants
to...” she said as he ran a loving hand over her back “Its ok
sweetheart...I understand...if its a family matter, you should not
talk about it to anyone else unless it bothers you too much....but
Khushi if this has anything to do with your parents...you need to
tell Avi..” he said as khushi suddenly looked up to stare at him
“What?
What did you say?” she asked him as he looked on confused
“Arnav...you are not 'Anyone' to me...you are much much more....I
share things with you that I can't even imagine sharing with
myself...please don't think you are lesser than family to me...and
yes, this might have some effect on the murder case...but I will only
reveal it first to you and then to Avinash once my mother has given
her ok...its not mine to tell” she said as Arnav felt his heart
sing in pleasure...he was elated to know that she feels so strongly
for him...now only if they gave words to their feelings
“Ok
Khushi...you tell me whenever you can and we will together meet
Avinash and talk to him about it...whatever it is, that is...” he
said as Khushi giggled “Its not a bad thing Arnav...its actually
very good...but I won't pass my verdict till i investigate it
further” she said as Arnav groaned at the growing curiosity at her
words “Don't tell me all this Khushi...i'll just be too impatient
then...and an impatient Arnav is not a good sight...or company” he
said as Khushi kissed him quickly on his cheek before gently coming
out of their hug
But
Arnav was too quick to pull her back into his arms and take her lips
into an all consuming passionate kiss which left them both gasping
for air as their hands travelled hungrily over every familiar crevice
and curve while their mouth refused to part ways... “Stop...we need
t..to...stop” Khushi moaned tilting her head to rest it on Arnavs
shoulders... “I know...can you stay back today as well?” arnav
asked her with puppy dog eyes as she shook her head making him
throughly disappointed
“Sorry
baby...I have to go home today...but we'll work something out over
the weekend ok” she said as he nodded and finally left her warm
body “Oh yeah...what were you saying about Akash? Hope all's ok...”
she asked him trying to diffuse the heated environment they had just
created around them...she saw Arnav roll his eyes and sit himself
down in his high backed chair
“The
same...he didn't call dadaji even once when he went for his camping
trip...and that is the bone of contention...he's actually never done
that before...come to think of it, he didn't call me either...just
texted me the day he reached” Arnav said as khushi laughed and sat
on the chair opposite to him “Looks like he's found more
interesting things to do instead of chatting to his family” she
said as arnav frowned
“Meaning?”
he asked her as she wiggled her eyebrows “Looks like your brother
may have found himself a girlfriend...or at least some girl who
interests him way more to spend his free time with her” she said as
Arnav widened his eyes “You might just be right there...I mean, I
remember when I was in college and with my girlfriend, I too did
not...” he started saying when he realized what he was about to say
He
quickly looked at khushi to see if she was fuming in anger but was
pleasantly surprised to find her listening to him with an amused
smirk “I'm sorry...I shouldn't have...” he started saying when
she waved her hand and smiled warmly at him “Its ok Arnav...those
girls were your past...just like I had one...but today, i'm your
present” she said with a soft glint in her eyes before she went
back to working on the sample as Arnav kept looking at her...his
heart not hesitating from saying the words in his head 'and my
future'
...........................................
“Its
not going to work Monica...don't be stupid” the man said as he lit
up a cigarette...he went towards the windows and clsoed the curtains
before looking back at the woman sprawled on the huge four poster
bed...naked except for the wisp of sheet covering her front.... “Why
are you being so secretive all of a sudden? First we met here instead
of your apartment...and now...” she said as he drew a long drag and
let the smoke engulf his senses
“You
are on watch Monica...after that Avinash got involved, you and
everyone related to the murder has come under constant scan...God
only knows if someone is following you....thanks to that Raizada”
he said with a scowl and stubbed his cigarette before taking off his
robe and sliding into bed alongside her...he took her mouth in a
rough bruising kiss as she wound her arms around his strong back
“Baby...why
don't you listen to me! Lets just use the news I told you to our
advantage...we can always say that Garima and Shashi were having an
affair and they conspired against Arun to kill him so that Shashi
could take his place...it will atleast take the heat off me...” she
said as the man bit her hard on her neck as she screamed in pain and
pleasure
“You
still don't get it do you? You did not kill Arun...I did not kill him
either...what I want is to destroy his daughter...that's all....it
really does not matter who killed him...bottom line is you will never
be convicted of it since you have a strong alibi while I an no were
near the radar...so who the f**k cares what Garima is doing...” he
said as he looked down directly into monica's vary eyes
“Its
best to not speak about what you saw unless you want to stretch this
murder tale longer...the murderer will be found one day...but before
that we need to finish off what we started...so that when the
murderer is found...he will be found guilty for both crimes...the
murder of father and daughter...while we....we get out scots free!”
he said as he laughed maniacally waiting for the next leg of his plan
to start.